Monday, April 26, 2010
♥ being different n getting more n more stress n dissatisfaction~
I've no idea why the hell i got sooo darn EMO today~
it's like I'm not acting myself...instead being an EMO GURL in class...
and I know this had made my buddies felt " WAT'S WRONG WITH YANYEE?? "
i dunno~ i do mean it..I DUN KNOW...
if you really wan a reason...there will be many many reasons bumping out....and that makes me dunno whether which one is the correct 1!!
but there's a question in my heart...
I always wanna ask it...but seems like there's no chance for me...and probably there would be no ppl will answer me...==!
IS IT GOOD FOR BEING DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE ELSE???
I'm not pointing this to anyone...just that i dun really like being compared...I DUN WAN PPL TO JUDGE ON ME...i mean what makes u think that u can judge me??? being an english-educated person dun deserve to speak mandarin???? even sometimes she do speaks wrong...is that fair for you to judge her???? HUMAN IS NOT PERFECT...i mean it~
and what's wrong for persueing something better???
is that mean people are doing the wrong way....so u have to follow their steps?? hello? STYLE URSELF UP LARH....WE ALL DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER!!!
for some certain human around me....
thinking of getting more n more activities will make ur school life or maybe future looks better??? UR WRONG!!!!
crack up ur own mind and think larh....study goes first....activities n stuffs is just some kinda add-on for ur beautiful school life....doesn't mean that u have to grab all to urself...untill u BURST ur mind n body~~ like da story I've been reading always..."KATAK YANG BERPERUT BESAR~~~" tooooo over self-confident leads to a big BOM on its stomach...haha!!
mind and make sure u manage to handle all the stuffss u having before proceeding to the next one....it makes you feel more satisfy with ur life...and for 100% u won't REGRET FOR IT~
DISSATISFACTION
I KNOW I'M GETTING BEHIND FROM WHERE I SHOULD BE ON STUDIES...BUT I JUST CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND TO READ UP A BOOK!!! someone just have to gimme a big slap to wake me up~ and what's da best word to describe me now..hmm..there is one...hmmm....yea!! PIG!!! PIG!! PIG!!!!
and it's true that PIG is da most stressless creature on earth....
they just have to eat..sleep...grow...and wait for the time to be KILLED!!!
easy but pathetic life it is...
hahahahaha
hmmm...
one more....is that normal for a 16 years girl undergoing some kinda SUK SUI PROCESS????
or maybe it's just a normal phenomenon for growing tooo fast in da previous yearss...so now it's the time for me to SUK back???~~~!!!
I'M SERIOUSLY HAVING A HEIGHT DECREASING N BREAST FLATTENING RECENTLY~~~ TT
it's like I'm not acting myself...instead being an EMO GURL in class...
and I know this had made my buddies felt " WAT'S WRONG WITH YANYEE?? "
i dunno~ i do mean it..I DUN KNOW...
if you really wan a reason...there will be many many reasons bumping out....and that makes me dunno whether which one is the correct 1!!
but there's a question in my heart...
I always wanna ask it...but seems like there's no chance for me...and probably there would be no ppl will answer me...==!
IS IT GOOD FOR BEING DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE ELSE???
I'm not pointing this to anyone...just that i dun really like being compared...I DUN WAN PPL TO JUDGE ON ME...i mean what makes u think that u can judge me??? being an english-educated person dun deserve to speak mandarin???? even sometimes she do speaks wrong...is that fair for you to judge her???? HUMAN IS NOT PERFECT...i mean it~
and what's wrong for persueing something better???
is that mean people are doing the wrong way....so u have to follow their steps?? hello? STYLE URSELF UP LARH....WE ALL DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER!!!
for some certain human around me....
thinking of getting more n more activities will make ur school life or maybe future looks better??? UR WRONG!!!!
crack up ur own mind and think larh....study goes first....activities n stuffs is just some kinda add-on for ur beautiful school life....doesn't mean that u have to grab all to urself...untill u BURST ur mind n body~~ like da story I've been reading always..."KATAK YANG BERPERUT BESAR~~~" tooooo over self-confident leads to a big BOM on its stomach...haha!!
mind and make sure u manage to handle all the stuffss u having before proceeding to the next one....it makes you feel more satisfy with ur life...and for 100% u won't REGRET FOR IT~
DISSATISFACTION
I KNOW I'M GETTING BEHIND FROM WHERE I SHOULD BE ON STUDIES...BUT I JUST CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND TO READ UP A BOOK!!! someone just have to gimme a big slap to wake me up~ and what's da best word to describe me now..hmm..there is one...hmmm....yea!! PIG!!! PIG!! PIG!!!!
and it's true that PIG is da most stressless creature on earth....
they just have to eat..sleep...grow...and wait for the time to be KILLED!!!
easy but pathetic life it is...
hahahahaha
hmmm...
one more....is that normal for a 16 years girl undergoing some kinda SUK SUI PROCESS????
or maybe it's just a normal phenomenon for growing tooo fast in da previous yearss...so now it's the time for me to SUK back???~~~!!!
I'M SERIOUSLY HAVING A HEIGHT DECREASING N BREAST FLATTENING RECENTLY~~~ TT
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