Kn0ck OUT!!

VAMPIRESLY STRUGGLE!!

2010-06-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

well...long time enough for staying away from blogging...due to i really lack of inspiration...lolz..and the main reason i'm blogging now just because i have a really big struggle between myself that i would like to share it here...:]

it's all about VAMPIRES...well..i'm not gonna explain what's the definition of it...since it's quite well-known among people...haha

I just managed to read up a big book "twilight" which is as thick as a dictionary...i still couldn't believe that i really manage to do that until i flipper over the last sheet of the cover...that really makes me feel proud..really proud..

and i have to say that...this book..TWILIGHT...was awesome!!!
it makes me can't stop my finger to keep flipping over those sheets one page over another...and EDWARD was described in a fabulous way ever by the author in the book...and i can't deny that he is really attractive...specifically in the book...
his calmness and personalities just well attracted me like a magnet with a strong magnetic force ever...and drowned me deeply into the world of books...awww...now i can't wait to get the next book.."new moon" as soon as i get my sponsorship from my mom ofcourse..lolz..

meanwhile all the crushes on EDWARD in the book...i have a really struggle on the another vampire character who played in VAMPIRE DIARIES...as damon salvatore...another attractive vampire as well...but just somehow...both of them came from a different perspective in my in my interest...EDWARD CULLEN is from a book...while DAMON SALVATORE is a co-star ..A REAL human-liked creature played in a movie...so...i still manage to differenciate my thinking..and i love both of them as well!!!

nightz..
all for today...:]
mom's get annoyed with my keyboard tapping sound on my lappie..

new life :]

2010-05-14T16:05:00.000-07:00

easy go easy come...
everything seems to be soooo EASY after my mom came back...
but seriously it's not that easy ok??
i mean MY LIFE larh...

mom n brothers are staying at SERDANG!! quite far though...
and......i might be moving there soon...for certain economical reason...LOLZ!!
then another thing...once i move..(since da school is far~~)..I might be TRANSFERRING too...
i know that's a harsh word for all my frens....but just get to know it that it's just a MIGHT!! rough rate should be 20% !!! LOW LOW LOW LOW~~

and i'm sure i would miss my school sooo much if i transferred...
not because of teachersss or whatsoever...
just simply because of my frenssss!
awww....interact club too....my money~~~ *sob*
PN HOW?? aiya..biarlah....go far far...
en syed?? hmmm....okok la.....
monitor?? STRESS LARH....dun wan..hahahaha

everything is not under my control anymore..
i mean i can't just think of myself...(can't believe i'm sooo thoughtful!! haha)

SO..this is for my pessie frens...
i'm not leaving u guys now...maybe soon or maybe NO..
so dun worry and dun ever roll ur precious tears for this..:]

oppsy~~ accidently PONTENG school today!

2010-04-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

KRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(wth!! bising betul!! smacked my alarm)

..........................

*yawn*

woke up early in the morning 5.30 p.m...
walked to the toilet with closed-eyes....

brushed my teeth....

washed my face...

backed to my room for change....

but ended up ON BED!!!

.................

*sleep* *sleep*

CAUSE UR HOT N UR COLD...AND UR YES OR UR NO...AND UR IN OR UR OUT...AND UR UP OR UR DOWN....(my ringtone)

picked up da phone....(jian's call from school...no idea how she called me when da class on==!)

"where are you?? why didn't come to school??" <<>

OH WELL...first thing got into my mind....hmmm

-I'M OVERSLEPT....AND SKIPPED MY SCHOOL!!! CRAP!!-
went to school after that....
passed up my MORAL NOTES...hehe..how good student am i.~~ hahaha
then met up with vanessa....
went to settle those interact stuffs AGAIN!!! (that's da main reason why i went to school ~~)
went to SG WANG to look for the uniform...
not actually finding it...haha
we're eating and fooling all the way~~HAHAHA

pretzel....
famous amos....ice blended....lalalala...

Owh.....FULLED!!!!

being different n getting more n more stress n dissatisfaction~

2010-04-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

I've no idea why the hell i got sooo darn EMO today~
it's like I'm not acting myself...instead being an EMO GURL in class...
and I know this had made my buddies felt " WAT'S WRONG WITH YANYEE?? "
i dunno~ i do mean it..I DUN KNOW...
if you really wan a reason...there will be many many reasons bumping out....and that makes me dunno whether which one is the correct 1!!

but there's a question in my heart...
I always wanna ask it...but seems like there's no chance for me...and probably there would be no ppl will answer me...==!

IS IT GOOD FOR BEING DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE ELSE???

I'm not pointing this to anyone...just that i dun really like being compared...I DUN WAN PPL TO JUDGE ON ME...i mean what makes u think that u can judge me??? being an english-educated person dun deserve to speak mandarin???? even sometimes she do speaks wrong...is that fair for you to judge her???? HUMAN IS NOT PERFECT...i mean it~

and what's wrong for persueing something better???
is that mean people are doing the wrong way....so u have to follow their steps?? hello? STYLE URSELF UP LARH....WE ALL DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER!!!

for some certain human around me....
thinking of getting more n more activities will make ur school life or maybe future looks better??? UR WRONG!!!!
crack up ur own mind and think larh....study goes first....activities n stuffs is just some kinda add-on for ur beautiful school life....doesn't mean that u have to grab all to urself...untill u BURST ur mind n body~~ like da story I've been reading always..."KATAK YANG BERPERUT BESAR~~~" tooooo over self-confident leads to a big BOM on its stomach...haha!!
mind and make sure u manage to handle all the stuffss u having before proceeding to the next one....it makes you feel more satisfy with ur life...and for 100% u won't REGRET FOR IT~

DISSATISFACTION

I KNOW I'M GETTING BEHIND FROM WHERE I SHOULD BE ON STUDIES...BUT I JUST CAN'T MAKE UP MY MIND TO READ UP A BOOK!!! someone just have to gimme a big slap to wake me up~ and what's da best word to describe me now..hmm..there is one...hmmm....yea!! PIG!!! PIG!! PIG!!!!

and it's true that PIG is da most stressless creature on earth....
they just have to eat..sleep...grow...and wait for the time to be KILLED!!!
easy but pathetic life it is...
hahahahaha

hmmm...
one more....is that normal for a 16 years girl undergoing some kinda SUK SUI PROCESS????
or maybe it's just a normal phenomenon for growing tooo fast in da previous yearss...so now it's the time for me to SUK back???~~~!!!

I'M SERIOUSLY HAVING A HEIGHT DECREASING N BREAST FLATTENING RECENTLY~~~ TT

cousin's burthdae~~~ ^^

2010-04-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LILI~~^^ (my cousin)

we had a big birthday party for her yesterday~~
I have no idea what to buy for her...so i just simply bought her SUSHI as birthday present!!!!
and i'm da only one who give her FOOD as present!! ahhhh....special-nya~~~~

besides~~~~~~~~` I GOT MY NEW CONTACT LENSes!!!
brown coloured from FRESH LOOK!

and a new KIPLING BAG!!!!!!!! ^^
(hmmm...sounds like i'm the birthday gurl~~)

RUSHY BLOGGIE~~

2010-04-23T03:06:00.000-07:00

not to much to type~~~ vry busy!!!

just wanna say~~

I HATE SCHOOL PREFECTS!!!! DARE U RAMPAS MY LIQUID PAPER!!! AND DARE U DIMERIT ME 5!!!!! YISH!!!! DUN EVER LET ME WHO R U!!!! ARGHH

I LOVE THURDAY!!

2010-04-22T02:36:00.000-07:00

oh my oh my~~
I just dunno how to express my today feelings~
I just LOVE IT!!! MUAKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st!! I dun have to bring books to school today~(BAG WITHOUT BOOKSS)
took part in da MATHS EXPLORE RACE! it was completely different than last year activity which is math magic competition~ >< (BORING)

FLOW OF THE RACE
we were divided into groups according to the numbers we got~
and there were many stations we had to pass~
WATER..
FLOUR..
BURSING BALOONS..
SKIPPING..
BASKETBALL..
SUCKING A PAPER WITH A STRAW??!!! lolz..

we had to finish a task before we can start doing our maths question everytime before proceeding to the other station~ ==!
everyone was like " AHHHH!! FASTER!! GOGOGO!!! CALCULATOR LEH??!! WHERE'S MY PEN??!!! AHHHH!!!" hahahaha

4 BAIDURI !!! (my class)
BRAVO!! we shot whole of the top three places!!!
2ND place IS FOR ME LA~~ :] hahahaha

then we played basketball~
i can't belive that i managed to goal FIVE TIMES IN A ROW!!!
it's like i never succeed with that even once before!! ><

INTERACT IN-COMING MEMBERS INTERVIEW SESSION!
almost 90% of students were fighting to come for MY FUNDING DEPARTMENT!!

(peace larh..i know this is because I'm da funding director~) haha!!
but still there are too many of them larh...
maybe just have to FILTER them since i can only take 20++ members to help me out~ ^^

I'M SO GONNA MAKE THE REST DIRECTORS TO FEEL JEALOUS OF ME!! HAHAHA!!
(joking joking) kinda perasan again!

SELF CONTROL YAN YEE!!! ><

skipped martin class today..due to i have a really bad cough~ ><

FULL-U is going WRONG??!!!!

2010-04-20T03:46:00.000-07:00

Today is really a tiring n exhausting day for me~
just skipped the school time...nothing's special bout it...just boring boring n boring...
my voice is still da same~ no changes...stickING with the SEXY VOICE~~ :D

AFTER SCHOOL!!
1} went to SUNSHINE BEACH to celebrate kah kei's belated birthday~ (actually she just wanna claim her BIRTHDAY FREE EXTRA LARGE BUBBLE RED TEA!!!!) >< I did the same thing on my birthday too~ hahaha

2} went out a while to look for name card printing with vanessa~ talked to the BIG BOSS as if we're really dealing a BIG BUSINESS!!! hahahahaha!! and we're so proud and started to SYIOK sendiri as if we're really PRO when the uncle charged us RM18 for each 100 cards~ :)
(kinda cheap comparing to other shops...which charge us RM 30 for 100 cards)

back to SUNSHINE~ everyone was eating and my ice cream toast was melting!! KESIAN~==!!

Vanessa and I leaved earlier cause we have to rush to JUSCO for the interact full uniform~
we went there~ got our idea~ made up our mind~ and got totally FREEZED OUT for da price!! RM56.90 for shirt???!! *sob* *sob* BYE BYE SHIRTY~~ WE'LL MISS U~

then we stoppped at leisure mall again~ ==!
went to SML~ tried over all the skirts over and over again~~
kept asking the salegirl whether they're having the stock?? how much could it be if we're taking XXX skirts?? (as if we're really buying....and those salegirls' eyes were blinking with $$$) ><

neway~ WE JUST LEFT THE SHOP with the amber rosing in those salegirls' eyes!!! hahaha!! we dun really mean that way~ just that we're not really confirmed~~ XP

We even did the same thing at another shop!!
we tried on skirtssss n shirtssss~ and suddenly!!!!
JUST IN A VERY SUDDEN!!! we had the same thing on our mind~~
WHY THE HELL OUR UNIFORM SEEMS TO BE GOING WRONG???!!!!
and we spent few minutes standing there n discussed bout the macthing again~~ ==!!
but it's not really that bad like what we had at the previous shop~
(COMPLETELY RUN OUT OF IDEA!!!)

somehow...we did sticked onto something for our CLUB SHIRT!! it's greeey~~ nice shirt!! :D
thx for vanessa for being a~~~ MODEL on all the "seducing" clothessssssss~ hehe :]

Funding = FUN-ING??

2010-04-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

As what I said at the previous post~
school activitiesssss are piling over my head and mind and body and TIME!!><

Today we just had our INTERACT board meeting~
felt like wanna TWIST the teacher advisor's head off!!! SHE IS JUST ANNOYING!
BAH!! leave her aside larh....not important~ :]
after the BORING N MIND-WRECKING time with teacher...
finally we had our FREEDOM!!! with our DISCUSSION!!
well...it's not really counted as a discussion when ALL of the board members were jumping on da chairs~ screaming n yelling among each other with thoughts n ideas~

UHH!!! ==!! SAKAI BETUL~

back to my pose~FUNDING DIRECTOR~ :]
BANGGA BETUL!! HAHA

what's actually about it???
well...literally it's just someone in charge of fund raising for the club~
but for me...it's about FINDING $$$ WITH FUN!!!!! hahaha

here's the draft for the annual planning~ kinda compact but I think is good~ lolz. *PILLOW FIGHT (fund raising event)
*TREASURE HUNT
*CARNIVAL
*MOTHER'S DAY
* FATHER'S DAY
*INTERNATIONAL CHILDREN'S DAY (teenager's day)
*BIG WALK
*TEACHER'S DAY
*HALLOWEEN CHARITY DINNER
*13th November 2010 IU DAY!

@@!! how cruel i have to think bout MONEY~~ CASH~~ SPONSORSHIP~ ==!!!

ps: DRINK MORE WATER N AVOID SCREAMING TOO MUCH WHEN UR HAVING SORE THROAT!!! otherwise ur just will end up like me...having da most SEXIEST VOICE EVER!!! ehem ehem~~ ducky accent!!

18th April..back to BLOGGER!!

2010-04-17T19:13:00.000-07:00

I think it's better I start it with a "HI" and a simple introduction...and it's not for U!! it's for blogger...bet it has forgotten me since I've dumped it aside for...XXX months...^^...sorry BABE~ ^.>

everyone seems to be addicted to blogger recently...and it is a great temptation for me to join BLOGGER FAMILY again!!! wuhhoooooo!!! but it will be a random blogging for sure! just depends on my mood and ideas I have~

not too much craps on this...i wanna make it fast fast & FAST!!!! uhhh!! RUSH HOUR!! reminds me bout my fren's quote~

*THERE ARE ONLY 12 MONTHS IN A YEAR..
*4 WEEKS IN A MONTH...
*7 DAYS IN A WEEK..
*24 HOURS IN A DAY..
*IT'S LIKE TIME IS MOVING DO DAMN FAST!!
*TODAY IS FRIDAY..TOMORROW IS ANOTHER FRIDAY~
*AND I HAVE TO RUSH RUSH RUSH!!!
*MODERN LIFE=RUSHING LIFE! ><

(no comment)==!!!

next..school thing..one word...STRESS!!!!!
for me.."honeymoon year" is bullshit!! or maybe it's specially dedicated for homeworks n exams....but NOT FOR SCHOOL ACTIVITIES!!
-class competition..
-INTERACT stuff.. BLA BLA BLA...

and also dealing with certain TEACHER!! tough work~
"yanyee ah...PN HOW sayang u da most...why dun u help teacher to control da class...(in a PUPPY ACCENT)..and finish up da attendance list!! why is da class sooo noisy??!! (in a CRAZY MATURE DOG ACCENT)" ==!!

TUITION IS ANOTHER THING!
i just dun understand why the hell this phrase or THING will exist in our life since we already have SCHOOL!! i know school is kinda useless sometimes...but we still have to go for it...even though it's kinda TIME-KILLING!!!

I just need more time for FACEBOOK! MOVIESSSS!! AND~~~~ SLEEP!!!!

ps: weather is getting hotter n hotter....drink more water n rest more to prevent urself get dehydrated and SUK SUI!! :]